Selasa, 03 Juli 2012

Dream up!

Well it's been a loooooooooooooooooooong time since last post. I'm kinda busy you know, but when I had time I forgot to post -,- Ok it's my mistake I know.

 Everyone's dreaming, so am I.
When I was on the 10th grade, I followed scholarship test hoping I could go to Singapore and finish my high school there. It wasn't easy, in fact the test is really DIFFICULT with BIG letters. And I didn't make it.

I have a lot of dreams. I want to go around the world, direct an international movie, and if I must die (I will, I know) I want to die as a person who have great knowledge.
I have failed to study in Singapore, but my mind refuse to give up. No, I'm not giving up. Instead of giving up, my dreams grow bigger.

I will go to Berlin and finish my undergraduate there (amin). Maybe you've already known that undergraduate in Berlin is free of fee, but still we have to pay guarantee many for about a hundred million rupiah. Expensive? Yes It is soooo expensive for me :(   Even though after 2 years the money will be given back without having 1 sent less (except you use it). The money is a guarantee that you're able to live in Berlin. But there's a big question in my mind : How do I get that much of money???
Scholarship? Well since undergraduate in Berlin is already free I haven't found any scholarship yet, but if you're looking for post-graduate, there are many of them. You can find information about any scholarship here : http://www.scholarshipsgrantsloan.com (they'll send you email)

So, is it time to give up? NO with BIG letters. I will go to Berlin no matter  how. God will hold my dreams, and the sky has noted it. I believe so.
I will try look for sponsor which is able to give me or lend me the guarantee money, maybe I can get extra money for daily needs? Who knows?

Yesterday some friends and I went to Jakarta to attend scholarship ceremonial submission. There are 200 students who receive the scholarship given SCG, a Thailand company. I am really happy, it's only a small step. But every great step starts from the small one.

I am a dream catcher. There are many dreams waiting to be caught. So, here I come.